my ideas been rejected.
i know its not a strong ideas anyway.
but have to present it since its a major 'surprise' presentation which i don't really ready for it.
really surprised that we have to present this morning. without any preparation i get nervous easily. and what i fear most give me back. i'm so nervous until i did not know how to tell and explain my ideas and work. i'm lost and speechless.
i was being 'bang' like a bomb that has been thrown in front of my face. i get 0 over 100%. how could u imagine how i felt rite now. deep down inside. i don't want to cry anymore coz i cry a lot these days. so rather than crying, its better to work hard within 48hours that he gave to me to be well prepared and present new ideas on next thursday morning.
eventhough is not only me being rejected. all my classmates also fail to this presentation ideas. the highest probably get only 42 out of 100%. not even 50% for the passing mark. forget about them. it's me that have to be more conscious with my ideas and work. think out of the box. something which is not cliche and too direct.
theres a lot of work to be done. but i'm out of service. i don't feel well. i need rest. a lot. my back hurt me a lot and i have no enough time to sleep or even eat.
i wish i had the big idea! really big one so that i can have time for myself. but that would not happen.
p.s: wish u could comfort me...
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