| j o m . j a l a n - j a l a n |

due to Mr k car breakdown, the presentation was canceled.

yeay!

p.s: hari neh saye mau keluar dr kepompong...

| p r e s e n t |

today is my second day presentation for my fyp ideas...

wish me luck

coz i need it most!



p.s: esok nak jumpe dia...tak saba nyeee!

| s a n g a t . t a k . c o n f i d e n t |

i'm trying to break free from the miseries of low self esteem.
to have greater self-awareness or understanding means to have a better grasp of reality.

i'm so lack in self confident. i get nervous tak tentu pasal easily.

however, i need to get away from this. if not it will be so hard in the future.

thinking of it...i'm alone.
and i shall do it.
yeah just do it!

and lives free of error.

p.s: get up!

| d o w n |

sometime crying actually makes me feel better.

it will releases chemicals to make me feel better
and this lets out my emotions.

i cry again thinking about all the things that happen today.

down...down the underground.

p.s: i don't want to fail.

| s t r e s s f u l l . t i m e |

my ideas been rejected.
i know its not a strong ideas anyway.

but have to present it since its a major 'surprise' presentation which i don't really ready for it.
really surprised that we have to present this morning. without any preparation i get nervous easily. and what i fear most give me back. i'm so nervous until i did not know how to tell and explain my ideas and work. i'm lost and speechless.

i was being 'bang' like a bomb that has been thrown in front of my face. i get 0 over 100%. how could u imagine how i felt rite now. deep down inside. i don't want to cry anymore coz i cry a lot these days. so rather than crying, its better to work hard within 48hours that he gave to me to be well prepared and present new ideas on next thursday morning.

eventhough is not only me being rejected. all my classmates also fail to this presentation ideas. the highest probably get only 42 out of 100%. not even 50% for the passing mark. forget about them. it's me that have to be more conscious with my ideas and work. think out of the box. something which is not cliche and too direct.

theres a lot of work to be done. but i'm out of service. i don't feel well. i need rest. a lot. my back hurt me a lot and i have no enough time to sleep or even eat.

i wish i had the big idea! really big one so that i can have time for myself. but that would not happen.

p.s: wish u could comfort me...

| l o v e . p e r s p e c t i v e |

couplehood isn't always idyllic. how a couple goes through less than perfect times determines the actual strength of a relationship and each person in it. there are probably a few things going on here that are turning on me usually small things into bigger problems.

everyone handles change differently. i have many major lifestyle changes happening. they are bound to affect my attitude and perspectives somehow. now it's time to for me to take some time to relax and put things in perspective.

p.s: takkan ada cinta yang lain.

| l i f e . a n d . l i v e |

life is not that easy

but must go on...

p.s: i mish d old days....

| i d e a s . p l e a se |

25 ideas means 25 sketches

now i only did not less than 6.

oh dear how and what to do???

i'm lack of ideas.

ideas please come to me...pretty pleaseeee....

| l o o k i n g . f o r w a r d |

i'm leaving behind all the unfocused thing.

now i should focused on more with my final year project.

sumore i need a loads of thing to do before i end up my studies this year.

i just can't wait to finish my studies.

for all these years...i'm so so TIRED!

i want to work and get moneysss.

then married with my one and only man.


p.s: i can't wait. but have to wait :P