| s u n g g u h . t a k . p a h a m |

dah bape puluh juta kali aku dah cakap kat ko.
tapi ko masih tak paham-paham gak.

letih la macam neh.

sampai bile ko nak paham haa?

hanginlaa...

tapi aku masih sabar lagi.

| a y a m . p e n y e t |

i hate it when i really hungry something happen and makes me gonna throw out.
This is my first time i eat ayam penyet indonesia.
bought it in sunway and take away.

dah la lapar sebab satu hari tak makan.
tetibe rumet yang juge tapau makan benda yang same i makan...
cakap ape bende neh setelah dia menke'pak bahagian2 ayam. macam nasi tapi bile tengok betul ngan panjang nye dn texture nye baru tersedar sebenarnye ulat.
dah la gomok2...panjang lak tu...banyaknyeeeee.
eeewww.

the best thing is. mase rumet i cakap tu. I dah nak pun abes makan ok.
walaupun i positively think my punye ayam tade ulat...but duhhh....still satu minyak dn kuali ok.
huwaaaaa...nape mesti kami???

| 2 y e a r s |

10 days to go...
i juz can't wait.

p.s: ;)

| s h o w + t e l l |

talk openly about your feelings
take time to show that you care.
treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare.

p.s: simple sorry sometimes make me feel better.

| f o r g i v e |

how bad is he or she...
juz forgive them.

but that doesn't mean u can take things for granted!

p.s: i can forgive but can't forget...

| j a s o n M r a z |

saye sangat suke ini lelaki.

| d u r i a n s |

oh...i ate durian today.
sangat banyak ok.

we have a durian picnic in front of air pancut alamanda.
abes 4 bungkus durian.
sangat banyak dan yummy.

i really loves durian.
sangat gile.

but yang tak bes nye...
it will makes me feel uneasy after eating it too much.
now my badan is sangat panas.

dah tau demam makan durian.
haaa kan padan muke.
=P

p.s: dah lame saye kepingin...

| m e e t i n g . t h e . e x . g i r l |

i juz can't believe, i just bump in to his ex-girlfriend this afternoon.
can't imagine that i finally met her after all this while.

we did not say hi anyway.

p.s: all this while...

| l a p a r |

it's like our bank is hungry again.
have not eating for a month.

oh sangat kesian.

harus bagi makan.

wait ya...

next month is a MUST!

| p r e s e n t a s i |

yeay...
finally lega sudah.
=)

| l u c k y . l o v e |

i'm currently hear this song...

Jason Mraz - Lucky featuring Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

p.s: yeah...i'm lucky that i'm in love with my bestfriend. =)

| c h a n g e |

God grant me the serenity to accept the things i can not change,
the strength to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference.

p.s: lemah...

| i e r a |

baru siap menaip dn print...dah pukul 1.37 pagi tapi tak tdo lagik. penat sangat. tapi tu laa takleh tdo. chat ngan iera borak sakan. macam-macam kitorang borakkan. mish kat iera. dulu iera selalu sakat lynda. bagi teka-teki pastu takleh jawab. bile iera buat lawak...lynda selalu lambat gelak. ahahahha. sian sungguh.


dia tak berubah same macam dulu. kuat mengadu, kuat melawak dan maseh kelam kabut dia. hehehe. dia maseh amek berat tentang lynda walaupun jauh...

| p a s s |

ok... i pass my MUET exam!

| e m o t i o n a l |

now, everynight whenever i want to sleep.
i always cry until i fall asleep.

there i go again...
trouble to identify my emotional breakdown.

somehow, i couldn't find what causes me that.

but at some times, i find that there comes a time when i cannot carry on anymore. wish that i can pretend...but i just can't.

then the only solution is crying. that makes me feel better.

when our inner motor runs down, whatever has driven us this far does not hold the same way. sometimes i have no ability or desire to hide what are my feeling. i found myself more in touch with my emotions.

easily cry, easily touched.

what else that i can say, probably rite now i get sensitive a lot.
and probably i'm too emotional with my feelings.

p.s: still didn't get any answer.

| y a y a n g |

I miss to hold your hand, I miss to touch your face,
I miss to feel the warmth of your sweet embrace.
I miss your perfect voice that's music to my ears,
I miss the times you are there to wipe all of my tears.

I MISS U!

| o v e r . s t r e s s |

something was wrong somewhere.
i get upset without reason.
i cried without reason too.

probably stress is all over me now.
too many things in my head rite now.
lot's of problem too.

i can't even sleep well...
i can't eat well too...

i wish i can get rid of it.
i wish i could.

p.s: i need u so bad...

| m a u |

oh saye nak yang itu...
iya itu juga saye mau...

banyak nye saye mau...
=P

| s h e . a l l . t h a t |

i can't stand it anymore!
why must she enter my dream when i'm asleep.
tak suke! tak suke! tak suke!

everytime she enter my dream...
she always make a fun on me.
laugh out loud like mcm orang gile ok.

oh please get out of my dream...
pleaseeee...i mean it.

penat ah cam neh.

| f i n d i n g . l o v e |

The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before.

p.s: hmm...

| i ' m . s o . l u c k y |

huhu...today is my lucky day.
the proposal i made up last week has been approved and one of the good work. glad that i made it for the first round to the short research.

i also went for interview. not for job interview. it juz that research interview for my final year project. it went well and guess what the manager is so baek ok! he help me a lot. and of course very friendly too. =D
Glad i got the interview since most of my classmate didn't get their interview with the people who are related with their project. Alhamdulillah sangat-sangat.

me with the skin food manager

anyway, i feel so relief eventhough i need to submit report 1 on monday. baru terpikir nak release tension sket dah ade assignment baru yang tunggu. haihh...

apepun saye happy! ;)

| 1 0 0 |

finally this is my 100 post.
it's been 3 month since i started a new blog.
i'm happy what i've blog.

so, for my 100 post...today, i dedicated this post for my one and only dear.


When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I don't know if I will be able to give back all that you have given me. You have been my guiding light when I was lost. You have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow. You have been my rock.

Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can't find the words other than I am aesthetic we met and have gotten together after all we've gone through.

I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.

I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, baby.

p.s: happy 23month anniversary in advance... =D

| k a u . a d a . d i a |

Kau Ada Dia (ost sepi)
The Lima


Sudah lama ku memendam rasa
Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa

Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia

Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia.

p.s: teringat kisah lame "kite". =P

| l o m o |

oh my new interest is lomo momo...
huhu...actually i'm interested to have my own lomo.
but i do not know when i'll buy it.
oh actually that can't wait. =)

i start to fall in love with lomo when the first time my dear brought me to this one tiny shop let name room. i'm interested on cybersampler and fish eye(which i dunot know what its name.)

p.s: photography always be my passion...cume sekarang tade mase je.

| l o v e . b l o g |

read peoples blog makes me feel ok when i'm a bit of stress.
"although banyak benda laen yang perlu saye bace dari bace blog orang"(kate orang itu)
tapi ntah la...macam best je tgk tulisan orang laen.
hehehe...anyway, i don't read books a lot.

sometimes ikut mood gak nak bace blog orang neh.
tapi ntah la...kekadang saye banyak blaja dari blog orang.
when it comes to relationship and friendship...then u will know somehow he is really the one u loved and appreciate most.

thanx to hasry,
when i first read ur first blog at friendster. i never knew i would cry when i read it.
then i realized how very important my love one (aZam) to me.
how i have been through with all dugaan and suka duka when we started our friendship and then in to a relationship. how hard i've been through after a lot of crying.
how i really glad that Allah akhirnya pilih tuk satu kan kami sebagai sepasang kekasih.
syukur alhamdulillah.
in future, i hope our relationship will end with marriage and live happilly ever after.
lets pray for that... =)

p.s: boy and girl cannot be bestfrend...:P

| t h e . so n g . o f . m y h e a r t |

last nite...my dear sing a gudnite song to me.
he makes a surprise by sending it on mms.

thanx dear, u make my day.
for all the bad day i've been through yesterday.
i finally get a chance to smile.
thank u.

p.s: lenkali nyanyi lagik...saye suke bile kamu nyanyikan lagu buat saye.

| t h a n x . 4 d . h e l p |

i don't bother if people wouldn't help me as much that i have helped people.
it juz that i hate people who don't understand me when i'm so deep down inside.

those who really close to me.
i thought u knew me for years.
i thought u knew me inside out.
u know that i need u really bad.

it's ok, i learn my lesson.
i do it my own.

p.s: being an independent women is not easy.

| b l o g g i n g |

it's been a while that i didn't blog.
been bz lately...

i think i'm starting to have less interest on blogging rite now.
i'm out of words that used to inspired me.
i have other things that i need to think about thats make me a bit slow.
it's ok.

when i have time, i will blog.
ok...