ugly me

Since i was pregnant...i see a lot of changes. kekadang rase takut juga...

I begin to see many changes on my skin such as a sudden new glow on your face or pinkish but sumtimes it looks even hideous...sumtimes my face are reddish and itchy. pedih gak kadang-kadang. There are also pimple breakout and acne.

I read in the internet… they say that it’s a common discomfort changes for pregnant and not every pregnant woman will experience all the same skin changes. Hmm…I feel so stress out with my face.

Rase macam buruk sangat. Even if cover with the makeup pun still gak nampak.

Hubby suggests that we should find a cream that can help with my skin problem. Tapi kan I ade bace gak…nak cari cream muka tu pun kene tengok gak. Bukan boleh hentam beli je dn pakai. Kena pakai fragrance free soap and stay away from any acne medicated astringents coz they may contain acne medicine that may not be recommended for pregnant women. Atau lebih elok kalo kite dapatkan nasihat doctor cream ape yang sesuai dengan kita.

pernah skali i letak cream yang tak bersesuaian dengan muka sebelum bace kat internet...rase macam terbakar je muka. gatal-gatal dan pedih gila. so moral of the story...before do anything within ur pregnancy do get other people opinions or doctor. jangan memandai-mandai. sekian terima kasih. =P

wedding invitation

December is full with wedding invitation. and bcoz of my pregnancy sickness...most of the wedding i cannot attend. how is that?

including last week...3 wedding i did not attend. feel bad coz my friends do come to our wedding day but us? forget the two wedding...but the other one is my hubby best mate. i really wanted to attend their wedding in johor. excited sangat2...dah pack our stuff...hotel pun pengantin sponser...minyak kete dn toll serta makanan juga di sponser...tinggal bawak diri je pergi ke sane. but last last on the thursday nite i had a very bad abdominal pain until the morning which is that i couldn't even sleep. hubby said we have to cancel our trip since he was worried if anything happens during the trip. coz we all supposed to konvoi ramai2 with the pengantin family to johor. mane lah tahu saket perut ku bertambah agresif dalam perjalanan nanti tak ke susah kan semua orang?

hmmm...seb baek hubby best mate buat other reception on next week. i really hope that i can make it on that day. kali neh wedding garden in taman botanic putrajaya. harap-harap jangan la saket lagi...

getting a new sandal...

hubby is still sleeping while i was bloging...

asik tdo je...sangat boring ok.

hubby is taking one week leave. yeayness...

now i have my hubby around me for one whole week.

oh this morning....hubby buat bekfast. he made nasi goreng.

sangat kelam kabut ok. seb baek sedap. hehehe.

jap lagi nak pi subang parade. need to buy some new sandal.

yeah my crocs heel is not good for me to wear it now.

preggy makes me even more tired and sangat malas untuk berjalan-jalan.

that's why i need to find new sandal that makes me more comfortable when i walk.

scholl is my choice..i thought i would like to try other crocs. but i can't help the comfortness of the scholl. so...hubby let's go and buy!

e n f a m a m a

Enfa mama is super duper tak sedap...other people probably like it so much but not me.
perisa coklat susu yang ade rase vanila sket2 sangat memualkan ok. nak abeskan setengah cawan pun susah. tapi ku telan juga demi baby.

after this hubby kene tuka susu annmum semule...itupun setelah Enfamama abes. xelok membazir. oh darn...camne nak abes kan neh???

tapi kan tak dinafikan EnfaMama lagi bagus dari Annmum. coz Enfamama provides important nutrients like DHA and Choline. DHA is found in breast milk. Enfamama also formulated with:
• iron for formation of red blood cells, which carry oxygen to all parts of the body.
• high folic acid for proper growth and development.
• high calcium to support strong bones and teeth.

hmm...what to do. lets have another couple of week try on Enfamama. If its not ok...then i probably have to change back to Annmum.

e x c i t e d n e s s

hmmm...today, nak story about mothercare.
nowadays, pegi mothercare sangatlah heaven ok.
i love being there...usha barang tu usha barang neh...list down dalam kepale what to buy next next time. nak beli tapi macam terlalu awal la plak kan nak beli kelengkapan dn keperluan baby.

have to wait...by the time 6-7 month da bole beli kot. oh hubby lagi excited dari me...sekarang neh selalu sangat suruh list down barang2 baby nak beli bulan neh...isk isk isk. buat bertenang. masih awal lagi. sabar ye yang.

however, my hubby is much much excited when he see babyGap newborn shirt and bought it. agagaga...see how excited my hubby is...?

oh my Annmum is finished already...now i'm changing to Enfamama. hubby cakap susu neh lagi bagus. okla lets have a try...mane tau lagi bes ke.


p.s: forget about d grammar!

feeling sick

I'm in my 7th++ week of pregnancy.I was already feeling fatigue from the beginning of the pregnancy, but now I have constant nausea and dizzy to handle at the same time.

It may be worse in the nite, but i most suffers throughout the evening until nite. which is i so cannot tahan lah. i usually feel some abdominal cramping and mild twinges.

I feel sick all the time...often feel that nobody really understands what i'm going through. But surprisingly, hubby do feel the same as me...he do feel my sickness eventhough not as much as i do. he sumtimes get nausea and vomit. pity on him...anyway, My hubby has been incredibly supportive of me during my pregnancy. He does everything around ... Ever since he has always been there taking care of me. so sweet.

being pregnant...

many wonderful things have happened to me past few weeks. it maybe hard to believe that i am pregnant! yes i'm pregnant!

i was being dread those discomforts such as fever and feel like to vomit but do not vomit at all. i'm now spoil myself by eating...my favorite breakfast is scramble egg with bread and orange juice. since i was pregnant...i need to drink dairy products which is so i don't like. but because of the baby i have to 'telan' no matter what. anyway, since then i'm starting to like it.

oh i'm too lazy rite now... lazy to cleanup my bed and house. lazy to go out... most of the time i love to take nap. how is it?

n e w

something that i would like to tell people out there...
but have to keep it secret untill its confirmed.

OMG i still can't believe. juz wait next week...

besties . dinner

looking forward to see my besties this coming tuesday nite! cannot wait lah...=P

i hate missing u...

I wish I didn't have to miss u. If only u could be with me always. If only i could be in ur arms again and waking moment with u.

I wish u were right here with me now so it wouldn't be so hard for me to miss u...

Even though it is so hard to be away from u. The 230 kilometres will not destroy us, we both know we are strong enough to make it through. I'll be waiting u again n again...

p.s: katakan je la aku jiwang...aku tak kisah...memang ari nih aku jiwang!
p.p.s: yes lah hubby balik esok!

shopping theraphy

last saturday was good. it was awesome. shopping is always my best therapy ever and hubby is so sweet. I always thought shopping therapy only exist in woman's dictionary but hubby is more like me. hehehe. And we burnt almost 1k in one evening shopping for perfumes, cosmetic, clothes and household. woweee...

some of our shopping haul

i can't live without u

Last nite makes me keep thinking...i juz can't live without him. I would give up anything just to be with him.

God's gift to me is you and you are the air that I breathe.

yayang...i love u so so so MUCH!

p.s: last two days, its been 4 month already...happy4monthdear!

last weekend...

Last weekend w/ my Hubby's nice. tea at the loaf. super duper delicious.
lenkali saye mau pegi lagi laa... =P

after tea session then we off for shopping...yippies...i love shopping!

hubby sangat baek hati...thanx for the shopping treat. murah rezeki u dear =)

after shopping, we then went to flamingo hotel...hubby ade kursus kat FINAS this week. so dia duk sane lah...so that evening me temankan dia check in.

balik dr flamingo, we had dinner at the yellow cab taipan. not so bad...new york finest is good but hubby don't like it. huhu.

after that we go for body massage at klang. haiyooo saket woo orang tu massage. sampai skang lom ilang lagi saket. esok malam hubby will continue the massage...i wonder how dia bole tahan saket...errrr =|

ya beda beduuu

this morning i wake up early...after my subuh pray. benar kata orang pintu rezeki terbuka selepas subuh. itupun selepas subuh kalo kite tak tdo semula. luckily me, coz october is the best month ever. rezeki ku sangat melimpah ruah. syukur kepadaNYA kerna rezeki dn rahmat yang diturunkan kepada ku. syukur alhamdulillah. moga-moga lepas ni datang lagi rezeki berlipat ganda...aminnn

yeayyy...hubby balik jap lagi then off we will go to his mom house. this weekend, we will be staying at my mom in laws. oh i wonder what she will be cooking tonite. yummies...i miss her cooking.;)


oh i better get going...need to take bath before hubby gets mad. hahaha =P

Thinking of my hubby...

Another day down another day closer until he will be home and me in his arms again. It was hard to let him go again but needed to be strong for him as well as myself. Times i felt like no one understood what was going on to see how hard it was i didn't want to be left alone but i was not alone i have my family with me. Its a hard thing to go through but work is work...need to understand that. I know he is here with me i know i make him happy when he hears my voice when he calls and that he is missed. One thing that i would remember love will and does get you through anything :)

p.s: i love u hubby!
p.p.s: see u tomorrow hubby ku!

b l o o m y . d e a d

flowers not always bloom all the time...

back to normal...

i've been slightly absent from posting for a while. But don't you worry... i do actually still exist. I've just been attempting to free myself from the computer as often as possible lately...yeah u know being a wife is not that easy. There is a lot much work to do...anyway, i'm happy as always.

being jobless is kind of boring to me...but luckily i have freelance work waiting for me. ;)
i'm now currently looking for another job that suits with my interest. i love design...i love photography too. something that suits with that two interest will be fine to me.

raye is awesome this year. happy that we got to get along with both relatives. my cousins likes him. the food are yummies...mom in laws cooking makes me full all the time. oh...my parent still gave me duit raye. i love u mama n baba!

hubby is back to work and i miss him already... =(

Lebaran datang lagi...

ooh bersawang suda blog ku neh...
actually, takde mende pun nak tulis. hehehe

tapi...puase kali neh sungguh berlainan sekali...coz dapat berpuase bersame hubby tersayang.
puas hati jaga makan minum dia. selalu i jarang sahur tapi kerna si hubby ade so harusla kene sahur. orang puase makin kurus...i makin berisi. isk isk isk.

lagik dua hari nak raye. oh tak sabar nye. raye bersame hubby.
first raye at my mom in law house...then petang off to johor at my mom's kampung.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri peoples!
maaf zahir batin ;)

d i f f e r e n t

hi I'm Marlinda...I'm a wife!
can't really believe until now that i finally be a wife to him...
after all, yes baby we made it! kite dah kawen!

“How is married life?”. I always smile and give my answer in one word. “

Different”. Different because life can never be the same again...
I have been happily married for almost a month now. I enjoy every single moment we spend together.

Yes I much more happier now...
coz i know he's the only man for me...
the one who can take care of me...
and he loves me a lot! ;)

| officially husband n wife |

| 10 days to go |

another 10 days to go... then i will be a wife.
still can't belive that i'm getting married.

i'm so so so excited but yet nervous tahap dewa.
lagi dekat nak tarikh kawen makin kuat lak makan...tdo skang awal gile.
orang nak kawen makin kurus...i makin gebu. hahahha.
oh nevermind...saye pasrah ok.

currently bz with dress fitting and lots of work load.
time nak kawen neh dilambakkan oleh keje2.
saje je kan bos aku neh.
anyway, i'll make sure my work done before i get married.

oh can't to wait him...
i miss him...so so so MUCH!

| b z m o o n |

less than 29 days, it will be my akad nikah. OMG can't believe it.
for all these days...i thought its still a long way to go before the marriage.
within these days its been a bz bz bz month for me to handle things out.
i wish i get enough rest.

speaking of rest... there will be no honeymoon for us since both of us were too bz with our new work. pendek kata...tade cuti ok. cuti untuk kahwin je. kasihannn kan.

takpe lah mini moon sudey. honeymoon or not, for me being with him is the most happiest thing in my life!

ok enough enough... i better get going now.
tata~!


p.s: bali...oh please wait for me!

| e n e m y |

for some reason that girl always want to be my enemy...
for some reason also i don't even wanna care about her and her life.

i live happily without her.
so for that reason also i better keep away and invisible to her...

p.s: no change.

| fj benjamin sale |

omg fj benjamin sales is back. i’ve been to fj benjamin warehouse sale in parkroyal hotel before and frankly the items they sell are mostly for ladies but really gorgeous and in season items. the price is of course less expensive than in their store. at that time i spent a lot and i got so many items in a reasonable price which is so so so damn murah ok. paling suka borong la senza. ;)

but this year i can't manage to go. coz i'm a bit bz with my work, pre-wedding and other things which is more important to do. too bad. sob sob sob.


p.s: kalo lah bole cuti kan...

| 2 w e e k |

Its been 2 weeks tak blog...
my new work, new environment and new work life is ok.
basically I'm happy with my work but for the environment... i don't like at all.
however, nowadays... susah sket nak cari keje bagus coz semua company banyak buang orang.
so...live and happy with it even though don't like it.

got other offer also... but design and advertising company requires me to work in a long hour which is everybody already asleep but I'm still working. not good and safe at all.

so i decided to work in serdang instead at kl or pj city... which is only that i have to work during office hour only. Never mind, rezeki tu ade je dimana-mana. kalo ade rezeki laen yg bagus...lagi bagus. that... have to wait lah. ;)

it's been 2 week also... i have been in a long distance relationship with him. sumhow there is no problem at all. everything seems ok. every time we see each other we talk and laugh more often mcm org gile pun ade. hahaha terlebey suda. janji kami happy! :)

| 4 . m a y . 2 0 0 9 |

tommorow, is a start...
starting a new work...
starting in a new environment...
starting to have a new experiences...

it's not juz me...but also to him.

4 may is a good start for both of us...
hope everything went well and get used to it.

for me... behind all the things that happens should have some good reason inside it.


p.s: oh i'm gonna mish him...

| to . be . sell . but . not |

yesterday... i went to parkson warehouse sale with my dear coz he wanted to find some singlet and tie. nothing much that i can say about this sale...bowwwring ok. lot's of men stuff. metrojaya warehouse sale is better then this one. the warehouse sale is held in sunken plaza subang parade and it was so hot in there. oh..we accidentally met addin(azam's bff) there...

then, after we had our "lunch and dinner" with addin... we both went to the zara, md and pb warehouse sale in cineleisure mall. when we went there, we don't actually have to queue like other people had did past few days. if not...i malas to go in. the sales is ok... was surprise that all the trousers and jeans are much cheaper and affordable for lots of people to buy. i got zara pants. and i love it. thank u sayanggg. *hugs

what is that i was so upset is the massimo dutti pants. there is one md pants that i like so much but without the price tag. so when we want to pay our things... i ask the cashier how much is it and guess what... it's only rm59.90 and the original price is rm599.90. gile banyak murah. but the thing is...that pants came with a suit. but the suit is no where...which is that they cannot sell it to me juz because the suit are missing....huwaaaa...

p.s: it's ok... i got some better things* from him. thanxxx yang :)

| r e n d u l a a |

saye rindu dia....
saye rindu dia....
saye rindu dia....

hmm... camne neh nak berjauhan ngan dia???

p.s: kesian saye... :(

| k o m p i u s |

all i need is a clue...
i'm a bit confius.

however, i really felt that... some good reason behind it...
and only god knows why.

p.s: am i ready yet?

| s a l e . i s . e v e r y w h e r e |

nowadays, hot sale is everywhere... sangat la gile when it comes with fragrance and cosmetic. luckily, i've bought all my barang hantaran before my favourite sales started this month. if not...barang hantaran tah kemane...barang laen yang dibelinyaaa...agagaga.

for today, i went metrojaya warehouse sale in shah alam...ok, seb baek tak ramai orang coz we went there by the time orang dah abes prayer, lunch and back to their workplace. so quite lucky tayah nak berpusu-pusu. bought 3 perrfumes...jean perry pillows, boxers for my bro, hair color for my mom. aiyarkkk...abes da duit. hadiah besday mama lom beli neh. by 4.30 orang dah start ramai and we all da start pening coz dah ramai kan.

after our shopping spree..me, my dad and sis went to parkson subang parade coz today is parkson membership day and besides that we want to buy my mom favourite perfume for her birthday gift... ohh probably a bit pelik my dad ikut we all shopping...fyi, dia pun kaki shopping gak. juz like me and my sis. ;)

we ended buying jadore christian dior gift set worth rm395, 100ml perfume with shower gel and lotion also come with a jewelery box. good one...i like!

tomorow, me and my fiance are going to look out on our mock up wedding card which is ready by 11 a.m. can't wait to see the final outcome eventhough it juz a simple wedding card.

ok...that's all for today...hehehe. daa~

| w o r k |

i'm starting to get bz and bz...
first...my fiance is moving out to negeri sembilan this coming may.
he got a new job. it's a good turning for him...
congratulation!

for me, besides the wedding preparations...i'm bz with my tight interviews schedule...
i got the offer...but some of them are not suitable for me.
and today... i went for another interview.
he did not even open my portfolios...juz chit chat a while and then... omg he's offering me a job!
me? of course i wolud love to...coz i'm interested with the job scope.
but the problem is... its far from my house. serdang ok?
macam ne neh...? nak amek ke tak?
harus bagitau keputusan by this friday... :(

have to think fast...eventhough i'm waiting for other offer from one big company... but still...
takkan nak tunggu kot... rezeki ade di depan mata... sebelum ni dah tolak satu dua rezeki...
takkan nak tolak lagi?

hmmm... must think wisely.

oh gotta go... cooking time. ;)

p.s: rezeki nak kawen...

| s y u k u r 7 |

everything went perfectly...
i'm happy as it is...

syukur alhamdulillah segalanya berpihak kepada aku...
and for that... aku telah bernazar.
today is my final day of nazar.
alhamdulillah...cukup seminggu.

thank to the god...for all the help.

| that . reason |

uncomfortable...isn't it the way i feel, the word we use more often. It is also something that rubs shoulders with a lot other jargons in English - embarrassment, depression, stress, hatred… and what not.

My mind is right now flooded with n number of reasons to feel uncomfortable about… Never mind. I trust there would be a finite solution to these infinite causes..

more probably i think to much...
oh come on...

i have so many reason to be happy at...don't think too much and get stressed out.
be happy and smile ok?

p.s: kasihannnnn =P

| m y . f e e t |

ouch ouch ouch...
it was so damn hurt ok.
is there anything I can do?

i think i need a predicure
or probably need another massage?
oh no not another one...cukup cukup cukup ya.
udah taktahan ok! no thank u.

| 3 2 m o n t h |

life is weird...
sumtimes we get the happy sumtime we get upset..
there will always be upside down in our life.

for me how hard life is...i must go on. no matter what.
and for me also...i had a great man that always make me happy and sad.
yeah i get both. everyone is not perfect so do him...but for me he's almost perfect.
he do anything to make me happy...he sacrifice everything to make me smile and wipe my tears.
for all this while he's been a great fiance.

dear,

I am
SO lucky...

i love u...SO MUCH!
happy 32 month anniversary yayang.

next shopping...

kene carik tudung for nikah and bertandang.
malasnye nak pi jalan TAR dn masjid india...

dear hubby to be...

thanx 4 d lovely handphone.
i love u yayang!

| o h . t s u n a m i |

oh oh oh...

read this from a friend blog...
There is a prediction that there will be another tsunami hitting on July 22nd. It is also when there will be sun eclipse. Predicted that it is going 2 be really bad and countries like Malaysia (Sabah & Sarawak), Singapore, Maldives, Australia, Mauritius, Si Lanka, India, Indonesia, Philippines are going 2 be badly hit. Please try and stay away from the beaches in July.

huwaaa...need to cancel our plan for honeymoon. Better 2 be safe than sorry.
haishhhh... :(

p.s: next pls?

| a n . u n c l e . j u s t . l i k e . u |

i want u to know...u mean a world to me!

| f u n |

it's been a while i didn't blog...
i think its time for a change. i probably will be blogging actively this time.

oh my uncle juz came back from UK last three weeks. guess what???
can't imagine that he bought 5 handbag not including the clothes plus the delicious chocolates from marks and spencer and also from lindor. we always like those chocolates.. i'm so in love with all the things u bring back for me. i guess u r way too cool... u know what we like what we love! one week shopping spree with u in KL and everywhere is really a blast. good teraphy. less tension. thank you uncle deary...i'm loving it! i love love love u!
now is that he is back to his home town last saturday. i'm starting to miss him a lot. oh i'm in need for some amount of money so that i can go to London next year for holiday..probably with my love one...my hubby ;)

ok Now, i'm currently bz with my wedding preparation.
so excited and having fun with it.
saye sangat suke!

ok relax bole tak?
hehehehe.

wedding preparation is now 65%.
senang ade wedding planner neh...tayah nak pening pale sangat.
tau semua menda dah siap cume mende2 yang betul2 penting je kite handle...
hope everything went well seperti mane yang dirancangkan.
less than 3 month, we are getting married.
oh my goshhh.

i really can't wait! tak sabarnyeeee