| a k u . i n g i n |

aku ingin kau ada...
menemani aku.

aku ingin kau selalu...
hadir dn temani aku di setiap luka, duka, sukaku.

aku ingin kau ade
bersamaku...

hari ini dan selamanya...

p.s: i really hope...

| h o l i d a y |

holiday makes me feel gud...
but at the same time makes me feel boring also.

there are so many event plus rumah kawan2 terapat that i need to attend.
but i'm so malas... since raya has 30 days so better try to do so.
luckily the 30 days raye almost end another one and half week.

actually holiday tak holiday pun same je. i need to get prepared with my final year project next sem since it was short sem. so, have to think and do some progress work if not i'll be dead next sem.

i hope i pass all my subject last sem. coz it quite a hard time for me last sem.
the exam also hard. sangat susah ok. takleh jawab lansung. main hentam.

sumore this holiday is boring coz my darling is so bz with his work.
he is now shift to channel 9 until the end of year.
and nite shift. sangat boringggg ok.
susah nak keluar ngan dia siang hari even weekend.
coz sumtimes he need to be at the office also on weekends.

better stop here coz i need to do something important...;)

p.s: i mish him...a lottttt!

| bz . h o l i d a y |

currently, i'm bz with my work.
lot's of thinking and ideas need to be flush out...

oh i can't wait for my holiday.
even i'm at home for my whole holiday...

oh tdo tu penting buat saye ok?
:)

p.s: saye penat sangat-sangat

| b u l a n . m e n a n g i s . l a g i |

untuk kali ini ketika dia memeluk ku...
aku terase sangat hiba dan sayu...
hingga aku menitiskan airmata dan menangis teresak-esak di dalam pelukkannya...

mungkin kerna kesedihan yang tidak mampu ku tahan lagi
atau mungkin kerna kesakitan yang aku alami kerna terlalu memendam rase.

entah lah...

hanya tuhan sahaja yang tahu mengapa.
hanya tuhan saja yang paham akan aku yang ganjil ini...

| o n e . s t r i k e |

i found sumthing...
well not a sumthing...

probably would call something like a news.
hot from the oven...

finally she gets one.
alhamdulillahhhh...

i do not need to worried too much anymore.
she's been a needle in us.
i hope this time she won't bother us anymore.

thank god!

p.s: oh thats not a big relief anyway...almost there.

| c u t e y b z |

yeayyy...cuteybz saye udah sehat...
kangen bangat...

walaupun slow tapi banyak berjasa...

oh cuteybz itu ade lah pc saye...ehe...;)

p.s: back to normal....

| b u l a n |

malam tadi bulan menangis lagi...

| m a n u s i a . i n i |

kadang kala manusia ni mudah lupa...
bila dia dah senang dah suka... dia mudah lupa.

kadang kala manusia ni tidak pernah nak hargai orang disekeliling nya...
pabila dia pergi dan hilang dari pandangan kita...baru kita sedar akan kehilangan nya...
baru kite sedar bagaimane rase nya bila kite terlalu rendu sangat untuk berjumpa dengan nya.

| s i l e n c e |

it's been a while i did not "blogging" since my last blog.
currently i'm starting to start my unfinished assignments which is the due date will be on the 17 october. sumore i need to study for my basic economic, management and accounting coz i got an exam on the 10.

life is so boring lately. i have no mood for everything incudings raye! i don't know how to spill it out... i juz can't share anything with anybody rite now. i'm a lone ranger which is not actualy alone by myself out there. it juz that i couldn't.

life is not easy for me now. i got lots of thing in my mind.
i get migrained easily now.

to be honest, i'm not happy at all. i easily get hurt and pendam dalam hati.
thats it. i know it will makan dalam dn merusak kan jiwa kita kalo selalu sangat memendam rase.
however it is...its better to be like this...

i have my own reason being like this. one strong reason.
i juz don't know if one day it would explode, or else it should juz to be silence until the end.
who probably knows what my problem is... no need to care.

only that i can say rite now....
i'm tired of everything....
yes everything.

i need a break.

p.s: something is better left unspoken...

| m i s h O u |

kangen bangat ama dia...

| k o s o n g - k o s o n g |

menangis bukan penyelesaian nye...
menyimpan dendam juga bukan sesuatu yang baik...

biarkan ia berlalu...seperti dedaun yang ditiup angin.

ya biarkan...

| c a n ' t . b r e a t h . w i t h o u t . u |

i hardly can't breath last nite.
so hard until i cry so hard and call my deary.

everyone was asleep except me.
breath through my mouth and crying until i fall asleep.

p.s: kurang zat besi? apekah?

| k a d a n g - k a d a n g |

kadang-kadang hati ini terasa teramat lah sangat...
kadang-kadang hati ini terpakse makan hati...

kadang-kadang juga hati ini terpaksa menahan kesabaran...
kadang-kadang juga hati ini terpakse terus memendam rase...

kadang-kadang tu yang bawa bahana...
kadang-kadang tu yang bawa kelukaan...

kadang-kadang terpikir...
sampai bile harus begini...


p.s: sy terima ketentuanNYA

| l o v e |

i love him... and only god knows why....

| m e . h a p p y |

i'm happy to be what i am now.

i'm happy with what i have now...

I have a great man.
I have a great family.
I have great friends.
I have a great relationship.

I really do have a great life.

this time this fasting month and this year, raya...
will be my last time to puase and raya with my family...
sebagai seorang anak yang tak kawen lagik tapi masih dibawah jagaan parent saye... :P

next year i'll be getting married....
yeah married.

i just can't wait. but have to wait....hehehe.
8 month to go then we officially be husband and wife.

hope that everything will goes well.


p.s: pray hard...

| t h e . b o r e d . o f . a . t y p i c a l . w e d d i n g |

for time being...
i'm getting bored of taking picture for a wedding.

takde adventure lansung ok?
bored bored bored!

nak nak lagik kalo kene buat editing dan photobook lagik laaa borink...

tapi nak wat macam mane?
rezeki datang takkan nak tolak?

when the day has come...i'll quit.

for good...

p.s: lepas kawen ok?

| s a y a n g . s a y a n g |

makin hari makin sayang dia...

;)

p.s: hati berbunga-bunga

| j o m . j a l a n - j a l a n |

due to Mr k car breakdown, the presentation was canceled.

yeay!

p.s: hari neh saye mau keluar dr kepompong...

| p r e s e n t |

today is my second day presentation for my fyp ideas...

wish me luck

coz i need it most!



p.s: esok nak jumpe dia...tak saba nyeee!

| s a n g a t . t a k . c o n f i d e n t |

i'm trying to break free from the miseries of low self esteem.
to have greater self-awareness or understanding means to have a better grasp of reality.

i'm so lack in self confident. i get nervous tak tentu pasal easily.

however, i need to get away from this. if not it will be so hard in the future.

thinking of it...i'm alone.
and i shall do it.
yeah just do it!

and lives free of error.

p.s: get up!

| d o w n |

sometime crying actually makes me feel better.

it will releases chemicals to make me feel better
and this lets out my emotions.

i cry again thinking about all the things that happen today.

down...down the underground.

p.s: i don't want to fail.

| s t r e s s f u l l . t i m e |

my ideas been rejected.
i know its not a strong ideas anyway.

but have to present it since its a major 'surprise' presentation which i don't really ready for it.
really surprised that we have to present this morning. without any preparation i get nervous easily. and what i fear most give me back. i'm so nervous until i did not know how to tell and explain my ideas and work. i'm lost and speechless.

i was being 'bang' like a bomb that has been thrown in front of my face. i get 0 over 100%. how could u imagine how i felt rite now. deep down inside. i don't want to cry anymore coz i cry a lot these days. so rather than crying, its better to work hard within 48hours that he gave to me to be well prepared and present new ideas on next thursday morning.

eventhough is not only me being rejected. all my classmates also fail to this presentation ideas. the highest probably get only 42 out of 100%. not even 50% for the passing mark. forget about them. it's me that have to be more conscious with my ideas and work. think out of the box. something which is not cliche and too direct.

theres a lot of work to be done. but i'm out of service. i don't feel well. i need rest. a lot. my back hurt me a lot and i have no enough time to sleep or even eat.

i wish i had the big idea! really big one so that i can have time for myself. but that would not happen.

p.s: wish u could comfort me...

| l o v e . p e r s p e c t i v e |

couplehood isn't always idyllic. how a couple goes through less than perfect times determines the actual strength of a relationship and each person in it. there are probably a few things going on here that are turning on me usually small things into bigger problems.

everyone handles change differently. i have many major lifestyle changes happening. they are bound to affect my attitude and perspectives somehow. now it's time to for me to take some time to relax and put things in perspective.

p.s: takkan ada cinta yang lain.

| l i f e . a n d . l i v e |

life is not that easy

but must go on...

p.s: i mish d old days....

| i d e a s . p l e a se |

25 ideas means 25 sketches

now i only did not less than 6.

oh dear how and what to do???

i'm lack of ideas.

ideas please come to me...pretty pleaseeee....

| l o o k i n g . f o r w a r d |

i'm leaving behind all the unfocused thing.

now i should focused on more with my final year project.

sumore i need a loads of thing to do before i end up my studies this year.

i just can't wait to finish my studies.

for all these years...i'm so so TIRED!

i want to work and get moneysss.

then married with my one and only man.


p.s: i can't wait. but have to wait :P

| s u n g g u h . t a k . p a h a m |

dah bape puluh juta kali aku dah cakap kat ko.
tapi ko masih tak paham-paham gak.

letih la macam neh.

sampai bile ko nak paham haa?

hanginlaa...

tapi aku masih sabar lagi.

| a y a m . p e n y e t |

i hate it when i really hungry something happen and makes me gonna throw out.
This is my first time i eat ayam penyet indonesia.
bought it in sunway and take away.

dah la lapar sebab satu hari tak makan.
tetibe rumet yang juge tapau makan benda yang same i makan...
cakap ape bende neh setelah dia menke'pak bahagian2 ayam. macam nasi tapi bile tengok betul ngan panjang nye dn texture nye baru tersedar sebenarnye ulat.
dah la gomok2...panjang lak tu...banyaknyeeeee.
eeewww.

the best thing is. mase rumet i cakap tu. I dah nak pun abes makan ok.
walaupun i positively think my punye ayam tade ulat...but duhhh....still satu minyak dn kuali ok.
huwaaaaa...nape mesti kami???

| 2 y e a r s |

10 days to go...
i juz can't wait.

p.s: ;)

| s h o w + t e l l |

talk openly about your feelings
take time to show that you care.
treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare.

p.s: simple sorry sometimes make me feel better.

| f o r g i v e |

how bad is he or she...
juz forgive them.

but that doesn't mean u can take things for granted!

p.s: i can forgive but can't forget...

| j a s o n M r a z |

saye sangat suke ini lelaki.

| d u r i a n s |

oh...i ate durian today.
sangat banyak ok.

we have a durian picnic in front of air pancut alamanda.
abes 4 bungkus durian.
sangat banyak dan yummy.

i really loves durian.
sangat gile.

but yang tak bes nye...
it will makes me feel uneasy after eating it too much.
now my badan is sangat panas.

dah tau demam makan durian.
haaa kan padan muke.
=P

p.s: dah lame saye kepingin...

| m e e t i n g . t h e . e x . g i r l |

i juz can't believe, i just bump in to his ex-girlfriend this afternoon.
can't imagine that i finally met her after all this while.

we did not say hi anyway.

p.s: all this while...

| l a p a r |

it's like our bank is hungry again.
have not eating for a month.

oh sangat kesian.

harus bagi makan.

wait ya...

next month is a MUST!

| p r e s e n t a s i |

yeay...
finally lega sudah.
=)

| l u c k y . l o v e |

i'm currently hear this song...

Jason Mraz - Lucky featuring Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

p.s: yeah...i'm lucky that i'm in love with my bestfriend. =)

| c h a n g e |

God grant me the serenity to accept the things i can not change,
the strength to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference.

p.s: lemah...

| i e r a |

baru siap menaip dn print...dah pukul 1.37 pagi tapi tak tdo lagik. penat sangat. tapi tu laa takleh tdo. chat ngan iera borak sakan. macam-macam kitorang borakkan. mish kat iera. dulu iera selalu sakat lynda. bagi teka-teki pastu takleh jawab. bile iera buat lawak...lynda selalu lambat gelak. ahahahha. sian sungguh.


dia tak berubah same macam dulu. kuat mengadu, kuat melawak dan maseh kelam kabut dia. hehehe. dia maseh amek berat tentang lynda walaupun jauh...

| p a s s |

ok... i pass my MUET exam!

| e m o t i o n a l |

now, everynight whenever i want to sleep.
i always cry until i fall asleep.

there i go again...
trouble to identify my emotional breakdown.

somehow, i couldn't find what causes me that.

but at some times, i find that there comes a time when i cannot carry on anymore. wish that i can pretend...but i just can't.

then the only solution is crying. that makes me feel better.

when our inner motor runs down, whatever has driven us this far does not hold the same way. sometimes i have no ability or desire to hide what are my feeling. i found myself more in touch with my emotions.

easily cry, easily touched.

what else that i can say, probably rite now i get sensitive a lot.
and probably i'm too emotional with my feelings.

p.s: still didn't get any answer.

| y a y a n g |

I miss to hold your hand, I miss to touch your face,
I miss to feel the warmth of your sweet embrace.
I miss your perfect voice that's music to my ears,
I miss the times you are there to wipe all of my tears.

I MISS U!

| o v e r . s t r e s s |

something was wrong somewhere.
i get upset without reason.
i cried without reason too.

probably stress is all over me now.
too many things in my head rite now.
lot's of problem too.

i can't even sleep well...
i can't eat well too...

i wish i can get rid of it.
i wish i could.

p.s: i need u so bad...

| m a u |

oh saye nak yang itu...
iya itu juga saye mau...

banyak nye saye mau...
=P

| s h e . a l l . t h a t |

i can't stand it anymore!
why must she enter my dream when i'm asleep.
tak suke! tak suke! tak suke!

everytime she enter my dream...
she always make a fun on me.
laugh out loud like mcm orang gile ok.

oh please get out of my dream...
pleaseeee...i mean it.

penat ah cam neh.

| f i n d i n g . l o v e |

The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before.

p.s: hmm...

| i ' m . s o . l u c k y |

huhu...today is my lucky day.
the proposal i made up last week has been approved and one of the good work. glad that i made it for the first round to the short research.

i also went for interview. not for job interview. it juz that research interview for my final year project. it went well and guess what the manager is so baek ok! he help me a lot. and of course very friendly too. =D
Glad i got the interview since most of my classmate didn't get their interview with the people who are related with their project. Alhamdulillah sangat-sangat.

me with the skin food manager

anyway, i feel so relief eventhough i need to submit report 1 on monday. baru terpikir nak release tension sket dah ade assignment baru yang tunggu. haihh...

apepun saye happy! ;)

| 1 0 0 |

finally this is my 100 post.
it's been 3 month since i started a new blog.
i'm happy what i've blog.

so, for my 100 post...today, i dedicated this post for my one and only dear.


When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I don't know if I will be able to give back all that you have given me. You have been my guiding light when I was lost. You have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow. You have been my rock.

Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can't find the words other than I am aesthetic we met and have gotten together after all we've gone through.

I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.

I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, baby.

p.s: happy 23month anniversary in advance... =D

| k a u . a d a . d i a |

Kau Ada Dia (ost sepi)
The Lima


Sudah lama ku memendam rasa
Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa

Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia

Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia.

p.s: teringat kisah lame "kite". =P

| l o m o |

oh my new interest is lomo momo...
huhu...actually i'm interested to have my own lomo.
but i do not know when i'll buy it.
oh actually that can't wait. =)

i start to fall in love with lomo when the first time my dear brought me to this one tiny shop let name room. i'm interested on cybersampler and fish eye(which i dunot know what its name.)

p.s: photography always be my passion...cume sekarang tade mase je.

| l o v e . b l o g |

read peoples blog makes me feel ok when i'm a bit of stress.
"although banyak benda laen yang perlu saye bace dari bace blog orang"(kate orang itu)
tapi ntah la...macam best je tgk tulisan orang laen.
hehehe...anyway, i don't read books a lot.

sometimes ikut mood gak nak bace blog orang neh.
tapi ntah la...kekadang saye banyak blaja dari blog orang.
when it comes to relationship and friendship...then u will know somehow he is really the one u loved and appreciate most.

thanx to hasry,
when i first read ur first blog at friendster. i never knew i would cry when i read it.
then i realized how very important my love one (aZam) to me.
how i have been through with all dugaan and suka duka when we started our friendship and then in to a relationship. how hard i've been through after a lot of crying.
how i really glad that Allah akhirnya pilih tuk satu kan kami sebagai sepasang kekasih.
syukur alhamdulillah.
in future, i hope our relationship will end with marriage and live happilly ever after.
lets pray for that... =)

p.s: boy and girl cannot be bestfrend...:P

| t h e . so n g . o f . m y h e a r t |

last nite...my dear sing a gudnite song to me.
he makes a surprise by sending it on mms.

thanx dear, u make my day.
for all the bad day i've been through yesterday.
i finally get a chance to smile.
thank u.

p.s: lenkali nyanyi lagik...saye suke bile kamu nyanyikan lagu buat saye.

| t h a n x . 4 d . h e l p |

i don't bother if people wouldn't help me as much that i have helped people.
it juz that i hate people who don't understand me when i'm so deep down inside.

those who really close to me.
i thought u knew me for years.
i thought u knew me inside out.
u know that i need u really bad.

it's ok, i learn my lesson.
i do it my own.

p.s: being an independent women is not easy.

| b l o g g i n g |

it's been a while that i didn't blog.
been bz lately...

i think i'm starting to have less interest on blogging rite now.
i'm out of words that used to inspired me.
i have other things that i need to think about thats make me a bit slow.
it's ok.

when i have time, i will blog.
ok...

| t h e . s o l u t i o n |

sometimes i never knew what really bother me.
sometimes i do.

nowadays i'm a bit of sensitive with some issues.
but that doesn't mean that my pms is already almost there.
i juz dun not know how i can handle things.
sometimes it could be even worst.

and for sometimes...i rather solve it myself.
coz we don't actually know if our own solution is wrong or even probably good one actually.

p.s: i need to be alone.

| r a s a |

kadang-kadang ade rase.
kadang-kadang tak.

| m i s s |

there's something that i missed.
something that i can't tell...

| s u s a h |

selamat sudah.
dah dapat pun susah.
tak dapat pun lagik susah.

| o k ! |

sejak bile tak bole?
ok!

dah tak bole check check da.
ade secret ke?
ke takot kantoi pape.

ok takpe.
xbuat da lagik.

xmo pun pegang-pegang lagik.

p.s: Ok! baru saye tahu...

| i . m i s s . u |

I miss you so much. I want you to hold me so much. When time allows, and we can be together the way we want to, I'll hold on as if it was my last mission.
I miss you so much...

| d o a |

Ya Allah...
permudahakan segalanya buat ku hari ini...
Amin.

| r o o m a t e n e s s |

its a little moment shared between me and my roomates today.
i like to share my world with them. Since now they are being close with me.
i like the frienshipness between us.

they help me out a lot which i really appreciate it.
we share a lot these days. laugh and happiness.
sometimes they help me to stress out things for my fyp proposal.

anyway and by the way. i love being with them at least they are not that hypocrites out there.

| o n e . m o n t h . 2 g o |

it's going to be another one more month before our 2 years anniversary.
goodness... i'm glad we both have gone this far.
and of course the things that i can't wait is the day we will be "dinikahkan".
but that have to be wait.
saba ok...
=)

| n e r v o u s . b r e a k d o w n |

i severely and persistently emotionally distraught and unable to function at my normal level.
to have a nervous breakdown, i've describing severe depression. Signs and symptoms of severe depression include:

• restlessness
• difficulty or inability to stop crying
• sleeping difficulties
• dramatic appetite changes
• indecision

2 days to go...but i'm already on it.

| s o l v e |

ok one problem solve.
but there are many more to solve.

| t i d a k . k u a t |

i got some ideas.
yet not have been confirmed. however, it should give a try.

oh u can do it.
juz give a try.
tak rugi pape pun.

p.s: sebenarnye saye takut sangat dn tiade kekuatan itu.

| n e w . h a i r |

he got a new hair look.
gile cool la wei...

jeles betul!

p.s: jaga-jaga.

| o u t . o f . s e r v i c e |

i've been drag on very stress situation and stress things which i don't like.
to help it out, all the things that i can do is shopping.

SHOPPING!

| s u r v e y |

so ok...i'm stress now.
so i answer a survey from friendster.
here goes....

what was the last conversation you had with your best friend about?

-about her ex-boyfriend

your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say?

-me either..

are you afraid of roller coasters?

-yeah

how is life going for you right now?

-there are ups and downs. but i'm happy with my life now. especially with him

do you believe what comes around goes around?

-yerp..do believe in karma..

is your best friend pretty/handsome?

-yerp..

do you trust people easily?

-never

what's the one thing that always gets you through the day?

-my loved ones

do you give out second chances easily?

-not that easily

do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?

-yes only by him.

who made you smile today?

-none

do you smile a lot?

-sometimes

best thing that happened to you this week?

- none

is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?

-probably

who do you like to spend your nights with?

-my loved ones

are you an emotional person?

-yes

are you self-conscious?

-always

who do you feel the most comfortable around?

-him

one thing you're looking forward to?

-work

what are you not looking forward to?

-dunno

what are your plans for your next birthday?

-party before i get married

do you even care about your birthday?

-i care

do you think anyone out there loves you?

-sum of them..yes

have you ever seen your best friend cry?

-yeah

what is the last thing you ate?

-chicken alfredo( gile tak sedap)

what were you doing at midnight last night?

-tdo!

what does your last received text message say?

-ape-ape je la u...

what's your favorite number?

-9

what classes do you consider to be naptime?

-bored class

| h e l p . m e . p l e a s e |

i don't still get it.
oh god please help me.

i wish i could...
i wish u would...

| f l u s h . i t |

after a hard time...
i finally get to flush out.

p.s: thanx rumets...

| f a t t y |

ingat senang ke?
cakap bole laa.
tengah berusahe neh pun da macam nak setengah mati.

p.s: saba ok?

| s t r e s s |

stressfull week.

p.s: jangan tambah stress saye ok.

| i d e a s |

ok the briefing is today.
its from Mr.k

i understand what they meant.
but i don't understand what i get and what i want.

i wish i had a big fantastic ideas rite now so that i won't worry too much.
now i can't even sleep well.

although i got some here and there ideas but its not a strong one.
how am i going to impress them?

oh dear...
think think think and think.

think out of the box, within the box.

ideas come here pleas.

p.s: faster-faster.

| l o v e r s |

She loves him more than he'll ever know.
He loves her more then he'll ever show.

| n a s i |

bole tahan ke neh?
insyaAllah bole...
=)

| s r i |

to understand is hard.
once one understand, action is easy.

| p c . p r o b l e m |

finally i get to online.
after a very hard and tight days.

due to the graphic card slot and the mouse problem...
i get to know and learn something.

bak kate sayang saye...
tau pakai komputer tapi tatau pasang.
huahauahua.

thanx yang.
u have save me.
=P

| h o b o |

i need a new handbag.
big one.

i think i'll find a new hobo.

p.s: pk dulu ok?

| d i e t |

oh starting on tomorrow, i will start my diet.
and on monday i will start doing my jogging thingy.

want to get my figure back to the normal.
maintain ok.
maintain......

p.s: banyak baju yang perlu di fit in semule.

| n o . m o o d |

takde mood tuk berblog.

| h u g s |

Hugs are a means of transfering energy to another person who is dear to you. This will replenish depleted energy at any time particularly when a dear person is sick.

it means i need a hug.
a huge big hug.

oh baby, i need ur hug badly.

| s e d e y h |

saye sedeyh...
ye saye sedeyh.

| b i g . s p l e n d o r |

yesterday, two nokia N9 series.
today, new black Honda city.
how about tomorrow?

p.s: urghhh...

| j e l o u s y |

i do not know how...
and why...

i don't like it.
i hate it.

a lot!

| y o u |

the only thing that i want is u.

| m a l a i s e |

i feel uneasiness...
and discomfort is the only word.

i wish this feeling will go away.
i hate it when its coming.

i don't feel well.
sometimes i don't feel happy either.

oh god...please help me.

| h a p p y . L o v e . d a y |

Happy 22 months. I love you so much. we have had lots of fun times and laughs in the past 22 months. i can't wait till the next year. u make me so happy. we are starting a new chapter in our relationship. I treasure our times together. Someday, FUTURE.

| c o m m u n i c a t i o n |

communication is often cited as the number one problem area in a relationship. if two people understand this, and are working towards having great communication, then how can they still run into problems? the reason is there may be many unknown factors contributing to the demise of a couple's communication.

what is that i have learned that we have to be truth and honesty. this is true even if you tell yourself that it isn't dishonest if you withhold a truth. for proper communication to be established, both parties involved need to be aware of everything relevant. otherwise, one partner is always going to be hindered.

we've been moved to a new level of relationship.
i want it be forever and lived hapily ever after.

in that way, i tried to be truth. and it works last nite.

| k u r s u s . k a w e n |

one step further.
i'm happy i finally did attend it after canceling so many times.

2 day is a blast of full information about marriage.
i learn a lot.

tq dear...
for bringing me there.

p.s: nak jadi isteri yang setia dn soleha.

| s e c r e t |

finally i have urge to say it all.
its a big fat pain in my heart.

and finally i get to spill it all.
all cried out.

p.s: there will be no secret anymore.

| l o t s . o f . t h i n k i n g |

i wish i could stop thinking.
i had one week before i start my new semester.

i was so malas ok to go back and finished up my studies.
but have to.

my fyp is making me stress and my classes was not even started yet.
it's pressure me a lot.

oh i need a clue.
yes clue.

oh please come over here.
please.

| s k y . b r i d g e |

up high high away.
it was fun.
but limited of time.

anyway..
i had fun.

| p r o b l e m |

i had a problem.
and i'm worried of it.

| r e d |

i'm not in the mood.

probably my pms is almost near.



oh please.



i want it today...

| a . b o o k |

i need another sign.
i need knowledge.
i need a new book.

yeah. i read books lately.
i need for my references.

oh i really need books.
i think i'll probably find it tommorrow.

| m y b e s t f r e n d . w e d |

my bestfrend since i'm six years old is getting married next weekend.
we are only be bestfrend until we are 9 years old.
then we've been apart coz i'm went back to malaysia for good.

then we never been have contacting with each other after that.
i did came to her house on raye which is about 10 years ago.
but she was not there.
only her parent and her sister which is as same name as me...

congratulation.
i'm not coming.
coz this time i'm back to my hostel.

| h o b i . b a r u |

i was thinking of something for my other part time job.
but i don't think he would allow me.

p.s: i wish.

| s e - L O W |

there's no lappy for maybe three or four days.
how boring.

using my bro pc makes me wanna ******
hilang kesabaran.
sangat la slowwwwwwww ok.
ulang lagik skali slowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

i still don't understand.

| b o r e d |

bored.
thats the word.

i hate it whenever i'm bored.
got nothing else to do than eat.
well, i don't do much eating today.

coz i think i'm start tired of eating.


p.s : probably yayang is happy to hear that. :P

| s l e e p |

i keep having nightmares.

i need a gud sleep.

a VERY gud one! ;)

| k e r a b u |

what i learn today?
cooking kerabu perut!
oh yeah...

| r e a d |

i guess i'm getting better from my terrible sickness.
probably reading too much of packaging design book make me sick.

hohoho...
i read book?
yeah i did!
its all the matter of i need a sign for my fyp.
but instead of that i get sick.
VERY THE BIG headache!

hmm... i'm still in the mood of sickness.
not that good but better than yesterday.

p.s: am i a gud girl?

| c o m e . h e r e . p l e a s e |

it's sad when u really need him but he seems so bz with his work.
girl, u should understand him.

no...
it's not that.
it juz that i need him so bad.

and guess what?
he did came over!

i really appreciates it eventhough for only not less than 20min.

p.s: thank you

| t e r r i b l e |

only today i get to blog.
i don't feel good.
i feel so bad.

i cry a lot.

| t h a n k . y o u |

in the rhythm of life, we sometimes find ourselves out of the tune, but as long as there's someone which becomes our melody, the music plays on. thanks for being one of my best songs.

i had a bad stomach ache which makes me not feel good all the time.
but u makes my day seems so great.

u are so sweet and plus handsome too.
rockstar in that "guess"

dear, u know that i love u always.
u mean everything to me.
thanx 4 dinner treat untill i'm so full like a bull.

thanx 4 d lovely flower to.
thanx 4 being here with me yayang...

i love u.

| h a p p i n e s s |

i used to say this to u before...
again... i will say it again...

Your presence in my life brings wonderful smiles and loving thoughts within my heart.

| f o - c u s |

focus focus dan focus.
semakin hilang focus.

oh i need to go out and shoot.

| h e y |

i juz don't get it...
i do!

hey what wrong with me???

| m o o d y |

ok aku takde mood!
ok?

| a . l o t . o f . w i s h i n g |

suddenly i realized that my wish are a lot.
and some of them are not supposed to be wished for.

it's rite that we should satisfied all the things we have.
but i need more.
bukan bermaksud tamak... but there is something people don't know about me.
even my love also don't know much about me.

i have high ambitious and high expectation.
but usually orang lebih suke melemahkan semangat i daripada membuat sesuatu which is i like most. for a result the things would not be make it. or else other meanings TERBANTUT.

its ok. probably people really know my capability.
or people don't think i can make it either.

whatelse?
yeah, i used to be daddy's girl.
but when it comes to passion...i really mean it.
and i know i can do it.
but people won't believe it.

it's ok... maybe they are right about me.


.:p.s:. terimalah je la.

| c o c k r o a c h . i n . m y . s t o m a c h |

my yayang is still in the office when i write my blog.
i had a bad stomach ache.
terrible.

i'm waiting for my mee raja but my stomach can not wait anymore.
it hurts so much like it would want to explode.

so, i had a scrabble egg instead of maggie mee.
i'm sure my yayang would not allow me to eat more maggie.
dier kate maggie mee lambat hadam ok?

pity on him coz he need to edit his promo and it's urgent.

so ok...ok...ok...
i think i need a rest.
my stomach ache is makin menggile.
tll then...


.:p.s:. i love u yang.

| c l o u d y |

the cloud seem so bright and happy this afternoon.
but suddenly it change to dark and moody.

so do i.
i don't feel great today.

i think i'll get sumthing to stuff in my stomach.

| c u r i o u s |

curious...
i get curious on something...
and i juz don't get the anwer.

i need an answer.
i really need it.

| m i s h o u |

your hugs and kisses are like the stars that light up my life when things get dark.

p.s: i mish u baby!

| a l a h a i |

ade bunyi kroh kroh laa...
ala... nyenyaknye tdo dia.
ehe...

| n e x t . m o n t h |

by the end of this week...
we have to be more serious on our money planing.

no more heavy shopping yeah.
except things that are really needed.

eh ye ke?
ye laaa...
harus dong!

buy things that we really need!
tapi kalo dah mega sale...kompom ade excuse nye.
hehehe...

| j a t i n e g a r a . m a l l |

i found this mall in the net when i surf about jakarta.
it's jatinegara mall.

want to buy handicrafts in bulk for weddings or just for giveaway items?
head here to buy it in the minimum 100 pcs.
cute batik purses, woven fans, keychains and lots of other items.

oh dear...
if i could go there and find something for my wedding.
if only i could go...

.:p.s:. not to forget about the laces. that is a MUST!

| r e n d u |

yayang...

saye rindu kat awak.

| s o n y . v a i o |

i'm so in love with this sony vaio.
berangan dah lame dah...

it's in my wish list for a long time.
but have to wait.

it's make a fortune for me to buy this thingy.
i have to think about my wedding saving than buying this pinky.

yeah..that thing can wait.
but i can't wait for my wedding.

.:p.s:. oh yeah!

| n e e d |

oh i need a new lowerpro bagpack.
i don't seem like it before.
but need is need.

so better save some money for that.

oh i need a new lens too...
but that can be wait.
;)

| w h a t . t o . d o |

When you miss the bass guitarist,

what exactly are you gonna do?

When you miss the night at the amusement park,

everything felt like a fantasy on vacation..

what are you gonna do?

When you miss him so much...

what are you gonna do?

| j a k a r t a |

they are planing to go on august.
i wish they go earlier...
so that i can follow.

i want want want!
i really want.
pleaseee...

| i . f e e l . g o o d |

yesterday was fun!
even though it's only for a short time..
however i had a great time.

i laugh a lot.
almost all the time.

thanx yang.
u make me feel good.
even though the food sucks, i'm still had a great time.

.:p.s:. suke lah tu dapat yang baru. ehe...

| p . s : |

gudnite baby...
and i love u too.

| h o l d . t o . t h e . p a i n |

don't hold to anger...
hurt or pain.

they steal your energy.
yes...energy.

go to the truth beyond the mind.


i wish i could.
i really wish.

| t . Q |

i've learn a lot from what i've shot

people and love
and more xtra technique
it's gud. for me.
i also learn from my mistakes.
i guess i learn a lot.
yes, A lot!

p.s: thanx dear. thanx a lot!

| w o m e n |

women have played an important and active role side by side with men.

"that He created mates for you from yourselves that you may find rest, peace of mind in them, and He ordained between you love and mercy"

i did.
eventhough so so tired, i give it all.
kerana tanggungjawab dn kesetiaan.

| m e n g e l a t |

ngelat

cingelat

mengelat...


p.s: lenkali i nak ngelat plak la.

| l e t s . s h o o t . t h e m |

what is better?

staying home or go out and shoot them?

probably shooting isn't a bad idea either....




i love u baby!
i do!

| m e . t i m e . |

once a relationship becomes more serious, the focus tends to subtly shift from me to "we". instead of planning what you're going to do, you might notice you're planning what "we're" going to do. while nothing is wrong with this, it can overshadow the need to spend some quality alone time as well.

i think..
i need time to process my thoughts and dreams, handle stress and probably more independent.
i need time to change. time to be more matured.
it's good for our relationship since we are on our way to a high level of relationship.
i guess this is the time.

yeah baby! this the time. ;)

| b l o g |

oh dear...

it's time for me to blog again.
ok...here goes!