| t h e . s o l u t i o n |

sometimes i never knew what really bother me.
sometimes i do.

nowadays i'm a bit of sensitive with some issues.
but that doesn't mean that my pms is already almost there.
i juz dun not know how i can handle things.
sometimes it could be even worst.

and for sometimes...i rather solve it myself.
coz we don't actually know if our own solution is wrong or even probably good one actually.

p.s: i need to be alone.

| r a s a |

kadang-kadang ade rase.
kadang-kadang tak.

| m i s s |

there's something that i missed.
something that i can't tell...

| s u s a h |

selamat sudah.
dah dapat pun susah.
tak dapat pun lagik susah.

| o k ! |

sejak bile tak bole?
ok!

dah tak bole check check da.
ade secret ke?
ke takot kantoi pape.

ok takpe.
xbuat da lagik.

xmo pun pegang-pegang lagik.

p.s: Ok! baru saye tahu...

| i . m i s s . u |

I miss you so much. I want you to hold me so much. When time allows, and we can be together the way we want to, I'll hold on as if it was my last mission.
I miss you so much...

| d o a |

Ya Allah...
permudahakan segalanya buat ku hari ini...
Amin.

| r o o m a t e n e s s |

its a little moment shared between me and my roomates today.
i like to share my world with them. Since now they are being close with me.
i like the frienshipness between us.

they help me out a lot which i really appreciate it.
we share a lot these days. laugh and happiness.
sometimes they help me to stress out things for my fyp proposal.

anyway and by the way. i love being with them at least they are not that hypocrites out there.

| o n e . m o n t h . 2 g o |

it's going to be another one more month before our 2 years anniversary.
goodness... i'm glad we both have gone this far.
and of course the things that i can't wait is the day we will be "dinikahkan".
but that have to be wait.
saba ok...
=)

| n e r v o u s . b r e a k d o w n |

i severely and persistently emotionally distraught and unable to function at my normal level.
to have a nervous breakdown, i've describing severe depression. Signs and symptoms of severe depression include:

• restlessness
• difficulty or inability to stop crying
• sleeping difficulties
• dramatic appetite changes
• indecision

2 days to go...but i'm already on it.

| s o l v e |

ok one problem solve.
but there are many more to solve.

| t i d a k . k u a t |

i got some ideas.
yet not have been confirmed. however, it should give a try.

oh u can do it.
juz give a try.
tak rugi pape pun.

p.s: sebenarnye saye takut sangat dn tiade kekuatan itu.

| n e w . h a i r |

he got a new hair look.
gile cool la wei...

jeles betul!

p.s: jaga-jaga.

| o u t . o f . s e r v i c e |

i've been drag on very stress situation and stress things which i don't like.
to help it out, all the things that i can do is shopping.

SHOPPING!

| s u r v e y |

so ok...i'm stress now.
so i answer a survey from friendster.
here goes....

what was the last conversation you had with your best friend about?

-about her ex-boyfriend

your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say?

-me either..

are you afraid of roller coasters?

-yeah

how is life going for you right now?

-there are ups and downs. but i'm happy with my life now. especially with him

do you believe what comes around goes around?

-yerp..do believe in karma..

is your best friend pretty/handsome?

-yerp..

do you trust people easily?

-never

what's the one thing that always gets you through the day?

-my loved ones

do you give out second chances easily?

-not that easily

do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?

-yes only by him.

who made you smile today?

-none

do you smile a lot?

-sometimes

best thing that happened to you this week?

- none

is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?

-probably

who do you like to spend your nights with?

-my loved ones

are you an emotional person?

-yes

are you self-conscious?

-always

who do you feel the most comfortable around?

-him

one thing you're looking forward to?

-work

what are you not looking forward to?

-dunno

what are your plans for your next birthday?

-party before i get married

do you even care about your birthday?

-i care

do you think anyone out there loves you?

-sum of them..yes

have you ever seen your best friend cry?

-yeah

what is the last thing you ate?

-chicken alfredo( gile tak sedap)

what were you doing at midnight last night?

-tdo!

what does your last received text message say?

-ape-ape je la u...

what's your favorite number?

-9

what classes do you consider to be naptime?

-bored class

| h e l p . m e . p l e a s e |

i don't still get it.
oh god please help me.

i wish i could...
i wish u would...

| f l u s h . i t |

after a hard time...
i finally get to flush out.

p.s: thanx rumets...

| f a t t y |

ingat senang ke?
cakap bole laa.
tengah berusahe neh pun da macam nak setengah mati.

p.s: saba ok?

| s t r e s s |

stressfull week.

p.s: jangan tambah stress saye ok.

| i d e a s |

ok the briefing is today.
its from Mr.k

i understand what they meant.
but i don't understand what i get and what i want.

i wish i had a big fantastic ideas rite now so that i won't worry too much.
now i can't even sleep well.

although i got some here and there ideas but its not a strong one.
how am i going to impress them?

oh dear...
think think think and think.

think out of the box, within the box.

ideas come here pleas.

p.s: faster-faster.

| l o v e r s |

She loves him more than he'll ever know.
He loves her more then he'll ever show.

| n a s i |

bole tahan ke neh?
insyaAllah bole...
=)

| s r i |

to understand is hard.
once one understand, action is easy.

| p c . p r o b l e m |

finally i get to online.
after a very hard and tight days.

due to the graphic card slot and the mouse problem...
i get to know and learn something.

bak kate sayang saye...
tau pakai komputer tapi tatau pasang.
huahauahua.

thanx yang.
u have save me.
=P

| h o b o |

i need a new handbag.
big one.

i think i'll find a new hobo.

p.s: pk dulu ok?

| d i e t |

oh starting on tomorrow, i will start my diet.
and on monday i will start doing my jogging thingy.

want to get my figure back to the normal.
maintain ok.
maintain......

p.s: banyak baju yang perlu di fit in semule.

| n o . m o o d |

takde mood tuk berblog.

| h u g s |

Hugs are a means of transfering energy to another person who is dear to you. This will replenish depleted energy at any time particularly when a dear person is sick.

it means i need a hug.
a huge big hug.

oh baby, i need ur hug badly.

| s e d e y h |

saye sedeyh...
ye saye sedeyh.

| b i g . s p l e n d o r |

yesterday, two nokia N9 series.
today, new black Honda city.
how about tomorrow?

p.s: urghhh...

| j e l o u s y |

i do not know how...
and why...

i don't like it.
i hate it.

a lot!

| y o u |

the only thing that i want is u.

| m a l a i s e |

i feel uneasiness...
and discomfort is the only word.

i wish this feeling will go away.
i hate it when its coming.

i don't feel well.
sometimes i don't feel happy either.

oh god...please help me.

| h a p p y . L o v e . d a y |

Happy 22 months. I love you so much. we have had lots of fun times and laughs in the past 22 months. i can't wait till the next year. u make me so happy. we are starting a new chapter in our relationship. I treasure our times together. Someday, FUTURE.

| c o m m u n i c a t i o n |

communication is often cited as the number one problem area in a relationship. if two people understand this, and are working towards having great communication, then how can they still run into problems? the reason is there may be many unknown factors contributing to the demise of a couple's communication.

what is that i have learned that we have to be truth and honesty. this is true even if you tell yourself that it isn't dishonest if you withhold a truth. for proper communication to be established, both parties involved need to be aware of everything relevant. otherwise, one partner is always going to be hindered.

we've been moved to a new level of relationship.
i want it be forever and lived hapily ever after.

in that way, i tried to be truth. and it works last nite.

| k u r s u s . k a w e n |

one step further.
i'm happy i finally did attend it after canceling so many times.

2 day is a blast of full information about marriage.
i learn a lot.

tq dear...
for bringing me there.

p.s: nak jadi isteri yang setia dn soleha.

| s e c r e t |

finally i have urge to say it all.
its a big fat pain in my heart.

and finally i get to spill it all.
all cried out.

p.s: there will be no secret anymore.

| l o t s . o f . t h i n k i n g |

i wish i could stop thinking.
i had one week before i start my new semester.

i was so malas ok to go back and finished up my studies.
but have to.

my fyp is making me stress and my classes was not even started yet.
it's pressure me a lot.

oh i need a clue.
yes clue.

oh please come over here.
please.

| s k y . b r i d g e |

up high high away.
it was fun.
but limited of time.

anyway..
i had fun.

| p r o b l e m |

i had a problem.
and i'm worried of it.

| r e d |

i'm not in the mood.

probably my pms is almost near.



oh please.



i want it today...

| a . b o o k |

i need another sign.
i need knowledge.
i need a new book.

yeah. i read books lately.
i need for my references.

oh i really need books.
i think i'll probably find it tommorrow.

| m y b e s t f r e n d . w e d |

my bestfrend since i'm six years old is getting married next weekend.
we are only be bestfrend until we are 9 years old.
then we've been apart coz i'm went back to malaysia for good.

then we never been have contacting with each other after that.
i did came to her house on raye which is about 10 years ago.
but she was not there.
only her parent and her sister which is as same name as me...

congratulation.
i'm not coming.
coz this time i'm back to my hostel.

| h o b i . b a r u |

i was thinking of something for my other part time job.
but i don't think he would allow me.

p.s: i wish.

| s e - L O W |

there's no lappy for maybe three or four days.
how boring.

using my bro pc makes me wanna ******
hilang kesabaran.
sangat la slowwwwwwww ok.
ulang lagik skali slowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

i still don't understand.

| b o r e d |

bored.
thats the word.

i hate it whenever i'm bored.
got nothing else to do than eat.
well, i don't do much eating today.

coz i think i'm start tired of eating.


p.s : probably yayang is happy to hear that. :P

| s l e e p |

i keep having nightmares.

i need a gud sleep.

a VERY gud one! ;)

| k e r a b u |

what i learn today?
cooking kerabu perut!
oh yeah...

| r e a d |

i guess i'm getting better from my terrible sickness.
probably reading too much of packaging design book make me sick.

hohoho...
i read book?
yeah i did!
its all the matter of i need a sign for my fyp.
but instead of that i get sick.
VERY THE BIG headache!

hmm... i'm still in the mood of sickness.
not that good but better than yesterday.

p.s: am i a gud girl?

| c o m e . h e r e . p l e a s e |

it's sad when u really need him but he seems so bz with his work.
girl, u should understand him.

no...
it's not that.
it juz that i need him so bad.

and guess what?
he did came over!

i really appreciates it eventhough for only not less than 20min.

p.s: thank you

| t e r r i b l e |

only today i get to blog.
i don't feel good.
i feel so bad.

i cry a lot.